Yanyan
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Let’s Cook :)
So… we got the food channel at home now
and I’ve been saving recipes from wherever I see something that looks YUM
(there’s tons of great recipes on Tumblr :D so happy)
now I’m totally inspired to do this Julie thing from Julie & Julia
I’m gonna start next semester with the cooking but I’m baking a few things here n there
n I’ll be blogging the Yumy things that I made :D
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My diet begins!
So I started using my fitness pal again lol. I’m limiting my self to around 1000 calories per day and it worked out pretty well today. I had a healthy choice for lunch and I made pasta for dinner (used all the healthy stuff) lol. No more ice cream or frozen custards, no more fattening drinks or cakes with the exception of my birthday :P.
… 2 month later…
diet worked till Halloween
then i failed to keep up XD
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I looked at myself in the mirror today and it was really hurtful. I’m back to my old weight, how I was too years ago, I don’t fit right in my clothes and nothing I put on looked good. Myself confidence went down 80%. I don’t know when I let myself become like this, total loss of self-control. It hurt enough that the more I think about it the more I want to cry. But instead of feeling pitiful towards myself, I decide to do something about it. I will not be on one of those stupid diets where I won’t eat anything but starting tomorrow, I will cut down on the portion of my meals, move around more, can’t promise that I will go to the gym but at least I will walk around more and leave my beloved car in the garage. I will watch more of what I put into my mouth and never eat more than my boyfriend. I will make this promise to myself and I will have enough self-control to make it happen.
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Oh goodness
After a trip to Beijing and Taipei. I got 4 suit case and 2 carry on bags…. How am I gonna make it back into the states XD
